I don't even care if no one reads my shit. Sometimes it's nice being able to vent without worrying about what people think of my ramblings. I'm in the mood for rambling, so I thought I'd go into my obesity. Thankfully, I'm not so fat that I can't exercise. Because just eating healthy takes forever and sucks. Don't get me wrong, there are plenty of healthy foods that taste good, but eating that way gets tiring. My goal is to find a method of burning 1-2 lbs a week, so that by next year I can be at my goal weight. If I gotta go running for miles every week, I'll do it. I never really gave a shit about being called a nerd or neckbeard, but I can't stand it when people call me fat. I've pretty much been fat my entire life, and I think it's about time to do something for myself. I see pictures of fat guys I went to high school with and how they got skinny, and it makes me real self-conscience. But I'm not letting those feelings get me depressed, instead they've motivated me to make something work. I hope I don't have to bust my balls to lose weight, but whatever it takes, man. I probably would have had a girlfriend by now if I wasn't such a fatass. Funnily enough, even though I'm fat, I don't think I'm ugly. I have low self-confidence, yeah, because nearly everyone likes to make fun of fat people, but I feel like I'd look good if I just lost some weight. So we'll see what comes of this.